Speaking to colleagues one night, we landed on a question: What leads a person to investigate therapy? Around our table, none of us could settle in universal agreement as to what drives people toward self-inquiry, curiosity, and change. Instead, we agreed that such journeys are an individual’s subjective choice— there may be as many reasons to pursue counseling as there are individuals choosing to do it.
What makes a person want to change? What drives a person to ask for support? How do people explore support when they’re curious?
Reflecting on my own work begun years ago, I recognized what I have valued most about therapy: trust in a therapeutic relationship.
Now I have arrived at a belief that therapy has to feel right—like getting comfortable letting yourself be vulnerable, a feeling of being alive (if unsure), wanting to share something revelatory—about as often as it feels challenging, difficult or frustrating. Personally, I sense that we each have an internal intelligence which allows one to orient to discovery and to trust that orientation. While in its earliest moments therapy may seem like an unfamiliar environment (a sudden adaptation too overwhelming yet to feel nurturing), it can reveal an emergent faith that possibilities could arise, that change is possible. In my experience, that feeling grows over time, especially if that resource (a trustworthy therapeutic relationship) can be cultivated.
It has taken me time to develop a sense of familiarity, first as a client (which I continue to be), and more recently as a practicing counselor. Entering into counseling from either perspective has seemed to be like allowing my eyes to adjust themselves to darkness— after a while of staying present and aware, I can see my way through what was once unknowable or unseeable.
Finding that right therapeutic complement is something like that process of seeing into once-dark space. And, one aspect of therapy that I believe can’t be substituted for, or gauged ahead of time, is a shared experience of trust. Therapy can be hard work— going into deepening inquiry about self, others, thought, emotions, behavior, memories— offering experiences that can verge on intensity. Those more intense instances are when I suggest we pause to re-orient to that precise moment with mindfulness. Emotional & psychological discomfort, aside from feeling activating, also may reveal when and where to look for resource(s), how to begin new practices, and what choices might become newly available. These also may be moments when discovery, change, and growth first become possible.
For me, trusting at least one other person can bolster new capacities. Like a flow state, when novelty and challenge meet one’s effort and capacity, a supportive therapeutic relationship can nurture curiosity and foster transformation. I’ve known trust provide healing in itself.
So, how do you gauge what balanced environment for nourishing growth, change, and inquiry feels best for you?
For now, we could try making this two-dimensional essay an experiential exercise for you: What brings you to a point of empowered agency? Do you remember (either recently, or a while back) when you once felt not-quite overwhelmed, felt challenged just enough to try something new? I’m wondering about when you’ve made a change you felt good about. Remember that? I’d be curious to know more…
[ Feel free to send me answers to these & any other questions via my ‘Contact‘ link (see top right) if you have something to share. For a bit about my training, background, and clinical approaches click, ‘About Chris’ . ]